So, I’m lying in bed, thinking of how much an asshole you are and you don’t deserve much of anything. You can go on about I’m the worst person, how I didn’t love you enough, didn’t treat you well enough. Well, here’s the thing. I didn’t cheat, I wasn’t abusive, and I threw myself in front of my boys enough times and I hope to God someone is doing that, now. You are scum and you will not silence me. I have kept my peace enough times as it is. My boys (yes, I emphasise the word my) deserve the world and the very best. I will never claim to be the best parent in the world (no one should), but I know one thing damn sure. I have always put them first. You are manipulative and abusive, and you will stop for nothing until you get your own way. I don’t want my own way, I am not a toddler throwing a paddy, I am mature enough to understand things never go quite to plan, but my kids mean the world to me and they deserve the world. That’s better than someone blatantly using them to take in the benefits. I know a lot more than you think. No, I am not slating your good name. That would imply that you would have had a good name in the first place. It may take some time, but I will build a great life for them and I will be in their life once again. Because I have news for you, darlin’. You have no control or power under the law. Good luck, you’re going to need it.